Dead Babies are making me depressed now =(

I have never thought before that women or men could do such a thing as to kill there baby. It has taken over my mind on why these people do these things. I have disturbing images in my head every day i wake up to a women killing her baby and its driving me to the verge of depression. I was adopted when i was 3 years old, and my mother was about 18 i think, and i now realize that if she wanted to, she could have taken my head and smashed it into the ground and put me in a bag. Why do they do these awful things to babies? It is killing me inside to read such stories but i cant help myself to reading them, every story is unlikely from the next. And its not just in America, its all around the world. Girls that are reading this, please don't kill your child if you pregnant, give it up for adoption. And look on what happens to these girls that do kill there child, they go to jail and wake up everyday thinking of the sound of there child dying because of them, stabbing, drowning, or smashing, and then putting there lifeless body in a bag,
mothers are supposed to love there children, we are mammals, do you see animals in the wild killing there young? yes i understand they do sometimes, when they are weak and cant do anything. But you look at a bear, go find one and tease its young, watch what happens to you.
I hope what I'm saying is getting through your heads, there are places out there that will take care of you child FOR you!!!!! It makes me sad to write all of this knowing that its all true and it makes me sadder to know there MIGHT be someone in our school RIGHT now that is pregnant that is hiding it and thinking the same thing the other teens where thinking. If you are pregnant and reading this, don't kill your own flesh and blood, give birth, people have been giving birth for thousands of years, why not give your child a chance to life instead of taking its life.
I am glad im staying a virgin until im married when i can give my child every thing that i didnt have, my wife would love her child so much to where she would not let anything hurt him/her
Just save them, not kill them